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| im afraid to ask...because im
afraid to know...with knowledge there is trust, with trust there is
responsibility...with trust there is everything...everything to gain,
and everything to lose.
its fear. simple fear. and
cowardice. no strength. i think that's it. i suffer a high level of
detatchment..as well as falling victim to my own lies. i don't want to
be negative. becuase that begins to scare me...but i dont think this is
negative...just something i need to face and find out what is true or
not.
i'm never what i seem to think I am.
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| Father doesn't listen to me...
...a hard thing for a boy to deal with when all he wants to do is talk at the age of around 8
Father doesn't listen to me...
...a hard thing for a boy to deal with, at the age of say around 21, when he actually has something to say...
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| So i wrote this for a friend awhile ago...one of the firs times doing
that. But I just read it again, and it seems to fit right now. I guess
just, i hope it works for anyone who reads it. I think it's just a
testiment of not worrying about things, not letting things get to you,
believing good things, and just realizing that every day is a new and
better day.
confusion...
confrontation...
bright lights...
loud noises....
stop the madness...
what does it all mean...
will it not end in sadness...
people crying...
others screaming...
in the background...
muffled voices...
what are they saying...
is it important...
no...
nothing is important...
nothing matters...
no need to worry...
24 hours...
7 days...
1 week...
time...
that's all it is...
no need to worry...
becuase nothing matters...
look to the sky...
see what is there...
open your eyes...
shed a tear...
wipe it away...
focus now...
see what is clearly there...
sunset...
sunrise...
your breathing is slowing...
your tensity...
fading...
new day coming...
old memories going...
new horizons building...
possibilities growing...
wake up and smile...
becuase your life...
is just starting...
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| thats fucking awesome.
i wish i was a terrible terrible terrible person
and that i knew everything.
but i can only assume in cases like this. i can either assume or not
care at all...unfortunately, by nature, i must care, thus i must assume.
private post.
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| for a friend...
confusion...
confrontation...
bright lights...
loud noises....
stop the madness...
what does it all mean...
will it not end in sadness...
people crying...
others screaming...
in the background...
muffled voices...
what are they saying...
is it important...
no...
nothing is important...
nothing matters...
no need to worry...
24 hours...
7 days...
1 week...
time...
that's all it is...
no need to worry...
becuase nothing matters...
look to the sky...
see what is there...
open your eyes...
shed a tear...
wipe it away...
focus now...
see what is clearly there...
sunset...
sunrise...
your breathing is slowing...
your tensity...
fading...
new day coming...
old memories going...
new horizons building...
possibilities growing...
wake up and smile...
becuase your life...
is just starting...
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